My time here in Japan is winding down so fast. Papers, presentations and posters stand in the way of me and the end; the aforementioned also stand in the way of me living it up and making the most of my final two weeks here.
Wait, that's not what I want to say. What I want to say is...
hm, part of me is ready to go back to America. I miss my family, my friends, and the food. In my mind, everything is so familiar but I think it will feel a little strange to see them again.
Another part of me doesn't want to go...not because I'm not ready (I think I am), but because I know I will miss this place like CRAZY. I feel like if I stay here longer, somehow it will absorb more and I won't miss it as much. Does that make sense at all? Probably not.
So I am torn. Going home means responsibility, job searching, real life...which I am not particularly looking forward to. SIGH.
Dou shiyou???
Wait, that's not what I want to say. What I want to say is...
hm, part of me is ready to go back to America. I miss my family, my friends, and the food. In my mind, everything is so familiar but I think it will feel a little strange to see them again.
Another part of me doesn't want to go...not because I'm not ready (I think I am), but because I know I will miss this place like CRAZY. I feel like if I stay here longer, somehow it will absorb more and I won't miss it as much. Does that make sense at all? Probably not.
So I am torn. Going home means responsibility, job searching, real life...which I am not particularly looking forward to. SIGH.
Dou shiyou???
posted by jenchen at 7:16 PM
3 Comments:
torn.
i wonder how you're going to react to coming back berkeley and fremont.
i hope it's a good new season because you bring a part of who you've become through japan to the states.. and to your last semester.
oh jen :(
come home lovely! i was looking at pics on facebook and i miss that pretty face!
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